Monday, June 06, 2005

What am I doing now?... nothing

I was having a walk this evening and saw two dogs being 'muzzled up'.. is that what you call it? (when their mouths are closed shut by this mouth-cage thingy)

I was thinking to myself, how are the dogs feeling? Pretty shit I'm sure. How would we feel if someone shut our mouths so that we can't move our jaw.

If someone shut my mouth and ban me from talking.... I think I'll die. I love talking. It gives me joy (and others irritance sometimes) So why not let the dogs bark? Isn't it their nature to do so? What's a dog that don't bark? or show his/her affection to you by licking you (disgustingly) all over?

I think I got the answer! it's a CAT! meow.

of course that has nothing whatsoever with whatever I'm about to write.

Anyway, I'm sitting here at 135am. I should really be sleeping. But I while I am here thinking about life greatest question: what is my purpose here on earth, it got me into feeling this rare sensation....

I feel like just doing nothing.

All of a sudden, watching the fan spin seems like an interesting enough activity. I'm happy, not sad. I don't want to talk but feel the need to communicate. I just want to lie here but am restless about the rest of my life! I don't want to play pc games. I feel music building in me, but I rather be here with the brilliance of silence in my head.

Fascinated. I haven't feel like that for ages! I decided to you give you all this blog entry.

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